Oh Oats!

Time : 10.00pm
Day : Monday night
Location : Dinning table
Activity : Mugging Biology

Felt hungry, asked mom how to make oats. Took out Quaker Oats, some berries and raisins, Tesco's 3 in 1 Oat Oats pre-mixed cereal drink, condensed milk and cereals. Poured in hot water and then ready to savour!

*munch munch yum yum*

At the end of the whole oat savouring process, I felt my mouth was sticky and yucky #.#
No sooner, I wondered why did I eat oats in the very beginning. Not that I love eating oats. I've never eaten oats before and it tasted like baby's food. Then I realised I was in Biology Chapter 6 Nutrition page full of the words GRAINS, WHOLE GRAINS, NUTS, Oats, WHEATGERM etc.

No wonder lah I'm hungry for oatssss... =D

Oh the good times with my family

• I ajak my jamming kaki. Technically, he was the one taking out his guitar and asked me to play the piano. Whoosh, the tuning part needed patience the most! It was either his guitar was out of tune or my babey- pianoooo! So we jammed and time flies so quickly that I haven't got to finish up my homework. Feeling scared about tomorrow, I decided to get panic only tomorrow lah. Nyek nyek. But it was another good jamming session with my daddy. Our playing were extremely 'kopiak' telling you @.@ There were times- too loud, too rough, too complicated, and he will go "Oh, B flat key... don't want! ". Yes, the good times just me and my dad :)

• Oh yeah, Derrick and I managed to achieve something that we were really proud of- tricking Esther into our brilliant plan nyahahha! The story went like this :

GOING OUT FOR MAKAN:
We were all in the car. Mom and Dad don't close the gate usually. She spoke in didactic tone asking either one of us to slide close the gate (classic bully by the eldest huh). So we decided to do LAT TA LI LAT TA LI TAM PLOM. She lost! Yues, and off she closed the gate. Immediately, I had the most awesome idea!

Daphne : Derrick! Let's pakat to trick her to close the gate next time or do ANYTHING! Doing the dishes, off the fan, off the lights, everything! *grins*

Derrick : OK! *grins*

(Always coming out with our palms facing upwards was the plan)

COMING BACK HOME:
Here we go again. Someone had to go slide open the gate. Derrick and I had a wry wit each, smiling at each other and then laughed our heads off! Yet, she still doesn't know a thing! That poor girl tsk tsk tsk. First trial of the betting, all three of us had our palms facing upwards. I stared with my eyes wide open at Derrick. He acted blur. Game carried on. Second round, Derrick and I still had our palms upwards and yuessss again Esther lost! The whole family erupted with gales of laughter. Mom and dad already knew that their two sly kiddo children were up to something fishy! Unfortunately, our plan was 'dimansuhkan oleh' daddy the spoil-plan guy. Ended up, we all laughed our heads off like a drunkard family.

Good times, good times... :D

Quickie Sprinkles of Updates

First of all...

INTERNET CONNECTION IS FRIGGIN' SLOW!! Gaaaah!

Okay, here's the really quick updates :) Bangkit album is gonna be released on the 16th September 2010, on... MALAYSIA DAY! It's a small gift to Malaysia. For those who supported me and my sista, once again thank you loads peeps :)

Next, Drama season 2010 is finalleee over babey! This year's was pweety awesome-

• we got to travel and hop in from buses to buses from school to PTPL university to MSU campus.
• we got to be STUFFED like stinky potatoes (bleack) in one small lecture hall together with 6 drama teams (15 ++ per team), a few debate teams and 20 choral speaking teams ( a classroom size per team! ) !! Excluding teachers?? *gulps*
• we got to be entertained by 3 spontaneous talented friends from Subang Jaya school while waiting for the closing ceremony. Those friends were awesome yet humble. A cool guitarist, a sweet singer and a funky dancer. Thumbs up! Love the cheer from the crowd.
• we got labelled as "selfish" by a random all-tensed-up teacher for sharing the toilet with three friends. Man, I could tell that she reeeeeeally had to go and pee!
• Also, we got to be the Johan :)

After 5 years involving hectically hectic and hysterically hysteria with Drama, with all the bittersweet and embarassing moments I had gone through with all my beloved friends, I'm sooooo gonna miss this when I'm out of school! Credits to our faithful Pn.Suneeta and the drama team, and to God in our prayers.

Photos in FB. Cheers ;)

A very special gift

When I open my Facebook, most of the posts I could see on my home page written by all the Seventeens are none other but the unfriendly abbreviation- SPM! GAaaah when is this thingy gonna end?? How lah to manage my time to cover all the chapters before trials next month??! Friggin' panic.

I was extremely restless yesterday night, more like throughout the night. I kept taking out my calendar and counting the dates over and over again, double checked my time table- Would I be able to make it in time to study everything? Talk about stressss -.- After the long dilemma, I shoved my books aside, took out my worn-out faithful Our Daily Journey.

It was about a man named Job- famous in the Bible, the one who lost everything : his wife, children, livestock, land etc. yet still stands firm on his faith in God eventhough it could be very frustrating at times. Such courage is ought to be admire by many. Then I came to a paragraph saying :

It's hard to wait when you're restless; and understandably, Job confessed, " My heart is troubled and restless". If that sounds familiar (like absolutely right now now happening) , remember Jesus' promise, "I am leaving you with a gift- peace of mind and heart" (John 14:27)

A peace of mind and heart is what I really need right now! All I need to do is to have more faith in God that He will help me in my preparation, during and after SPM 2010. I should live by faith and not by sight in God. Shouldn't I start to count my trust in God rather than counting that silly calendar? :)

EXTRA
My favourite verse of the whole year :

I am leaving you with a gift- peace of mind and heart. And the peace I give is a gift the world cannot give. So don't be troubled or afraid.

John 14.27

Snippets of updates

Wheee~ I have a random post. Recently, me and my family went to eat fish. Nyeheh... That restaurant serves the best steamed fish I've eaten so far- no fishy smell! Only 45 minutes and we were visited by so many interesting people.

First, the VCD cetak rompak guy came- a norm scene. Flipped through the whole list, bought Karate Kid. Crystal clear man! Ten minutes later, a keropok uncle came and we bought his prawn crackers. Crunchy. Our food arrived. What's next? A youngster came to offer daddy his durian! Man I tell you, this guy was extremely persistant! In order to keep him away while we were eating, dad kindly told him that he WILL buy his durians after dinner. That guy stood outside the door, watching over us like a guardian angel... *sprinkles*- all the way until we finished our dinner. Daddy bought ALL his durians for RM350 *pengsan*

You will never gonna believe who was next. While we were still busy gobbling down our food, a Chinese man mysteriously magically appeared right beside daddy, holding two miserable car wipers "You want buy this one ah??? " Looking at the wipers, daddy decided to buy because it was cheap -.- I think we practically almost bought everyone's stuffs without thinking through our big brains. Now that's dangerous. Anyway, we didn't entertain our last guest selling rocket magazines.

Just another random day. Not much to update yet. Did some shopping and homework, have been stuffing durians down my stomach like, everyday -.- ; playing around with my toys- old and new clothes. Spending lotsa time with Esther Weeee the Elephant and the other elephant which is my bruther. Resemblance? Both have cutee biggie elephant ears LOL. Oh, I changed my French Connection United Kingdom spectacles too to a lighter colour, more youth friendly. No more being toooot by people with FCUK hehe. I don't use that word.

A funny day

All so ready to meet them! All so excited throughout the journey! 16th July 2010 Friday babey they are COMING HOME! ... and off we drove to the airport.

1.30pm is their touchdown. So we waited for a short 20 mins, just in case they needed more time to collect their luggage. The 20mins grew longer, now past an hour! So I decided to give them a call. No answer. Waited for another 15mins. Called again. Line connected, phone beeping!

(now comes the major HORROR part!)
Jeng...jeng...jeng...jeng!

Esther : *sleepy voice* Yeeeeeeeeeeah what you want?!
Daphne : Where are you people?!!!!

Turned out, mom apparently calculated the wrong date! *toooot* It is tomorrow 17th July 2010 1.30pm touch down! I really don't know how she calculated her dates. Oh well, rushed to tuition all the way from the airport like mad cow driving a car. Will pick them up again tomorrow.

Funny funny day! @.@

Stuffs update

So many things to blog about, just don't know where to start!

Recently, the 'sidest-most' of my right last baby toe got a deep cut, just between the flesh-and-nail part. It bleed quite badly but I couldn't be bothered to clean it up. Also, I wore thick stripy socks to school- yea yea I broke the rules wearing pink socks- with the uncleaned bleeding cut teehee. It just magically happened! I have no idea what was the friggin cause of it.

Then, I just realized that I kept washing my clothes non-stop, but never seem to keep all the clean clothes from the basket. So it just piled up there, folded. Maybe I'll keep em' tomorrow... or the next day... someday... aaaah, later lah! :)

I think I've spent alot on my groccery shopping. One day out, rm70 gone! But I really did cut down on eating outside. Sighs, I'm missing my mother's homecook food. Also, I'm missing these guys in my life right now! She graduated and I'm so proud and happy for her. They are so enjoying their time right now half across the world :)

Last week, I was kinda disappointed for not getting picked to be the 'pretty statue' for this week's ASEAN game. Pretty statue? Oh yea babey, the one standing on stage holding a tray during prize giving ceremony. It was worth it!

An international cert that comes together with >rm100 allowance plus a free public debut on TV!

And I prayed- how the heeell am I gonna juggle up with studies, upcoming drama competition on Wednesday, tuitions, taking care of Derrick, and a week's commitment on ASEAN game thingy? God took me out of ASEAN games thingy, wow and now I'm so thankful grateful come to think about it. God knows best and could see a clearly further picture than me. Coz' I heard lots of complaintsss about it from today's raptai.

Coming to an end, I finally could boldly say that I had moved on from my past (woa, everyone seem to have their own past! nyeheh :) ). I always thought that I could move on from something in my past, simply snap a finger and tadaa~ snapped out of it, everything by ONE day. The truth is, it takes time for ourselves to lick our wounds and get healed day by day, like a process- slow, blur but sure :) As time goes by with much prayers, God really sees me through the season. Like I said, He knows who and what is best for me. Now I'm all gear up to discover wonderful plans He had set for me! Everything happens for God's goodie reason. Soo much to talk about this, but not in here hehe.

Okok, now this is the real ending! I'm always so freak out with my studies- not enough time to finish the lengthy SPM syllabus. Buddies in church started asking me how is my prep going on. Whossh, feel the pressure. But God is good, all the time. Somehow He assures me that my prep is going on well now, so far so good. Still yet to cover up some topics.

That's all for now, cheers!

;)

The two Noobs

They live together. Here's the story:

These are the two noobs, named Daphne (right) and Wennie (left).
Daphne was very hungry but Wennie wasn't around to drive her out. So, McDelivery became her solution. Then dinner came. Daphne was very full but Wennie was superbly hungry! So they made dinner together and called over Gary, Wennie's boyfriend too. They bragggggged about their home made Spaghetti to Gary. Turned out, Daphne forgotten to put in some tomatoes, spaghetti itself was slightly hard and the sauce was kinda thick... 6/10 was the rating. Noob case 1.

Then came night for some grocery shopping. The two was very mo (as usual) in choosing things to buy. Supposed to buy only the toilet rolls, Ice cream for grandma (random I know) and Dove conditional. Ended up buying extra items such as facial mask, new deodorant, and Dove shampoo "because it came with a goodie bag!" said Daphne -.-

Bought sooo much, we forgotten that it was a Saturday!
Saturday = No plastic bag day! Save the Mother earth, MALAYSIA!

So the two noobs carried some stuffs in their hands, the rest? Stuff em' in Wennie's small handbag (Handbag itself is already small, what else?). Walked to the car, forgotten where we parked our car! Good thing we remembered it was a white Myvi that we drove.

This is the story of the two Noobs. Thank you for tuning in ;)

What to do... (sarcasm)

"...and the next play to represent our zon is... "KITES" from SMK Seksyen 3 Bandar Kinrara!"
announced the judge for Drama Competition 2010. By the way, you don't have to buy a ticket to watch the plays :)

NoooOOoo!!!! I don't want to win this year! Funny.
This means I had to represent my team for the next level!
This means more time in school!
This means less time to study -.-
what the cwrap...

Walamak, how about the ASEAN games that I'm helping out for a week without studying in school?
Gah, so many things to decide and reconsider. Even when I said "No!", people wouldn't let me quit. Worse, I got lectured for prioritising my time bla blaa. I didn't do anything wrong you see. Too many things in school. People said I studied like mad and need to take some break. I took too many breaks in helping out for Bacathon, Teacher's Day Celebration, staying backss, church works, and other external factors etc. Yet, I'm not good enough for them. My marks are in between 70-90% and I know I can do better, I just need MORE time to study to push my marks to a stable 80% and above.

Perfectionist? I can't help it ='(

What to do...

Mother-father role (for awhile)

"Bye! Make sure you don't cry!"

Those were the last words before they left- 3 weeks babey! For the first day in the first few hours, I did sooo many washing! From cups to clothes and pots and pans and plates. Everything after school non-stop. Hang the clothes and tidy up the living room. Now I know how hard it is to play a mother's role.

Then came dinner. Supposedly to call up the restaurant for delivery, thrice and they ain't picking up the blardy phone! Changed of plan, decided to call Wennie my cousin- no respond. Walamak! Panicked, I took out some vegetable and eggs, then cooked the rice. It turned out, tasty! Stir fry Choi Sam with garlic and Chai Po Neng (Lobak Manis Telur) hehe! Derrick likes my cooking, so... I past! Nyek nyek!

Just for these 3 weeks of being a miss independant.
3 weeks I'm playing a mother-father role at home taking care of my bruther and the house. First day itself already a hoo-ha. At night, I had to check all the doors, paranoid I took all the keys to the room and sleep with it, hah! But, surprisingly I like taking up challenges now. It grooms me to be a tougher girl.

PS : I think I'm gonna looooove cooking... soon! :)

My che che is coming back!

Yuess! She's coming back... She's coming back! Ooh ooh la la la... (sounded like some sakai dancing @.@)

I'm so excited! Parents are going off to UK soon and when they're back, someone's back too!!!

It's time to catch up with my sis! ;)

Anyway, before she comes back and I'm so gonna lepak with my sista, please remember to vote for our songs here in Bangkit!!

Esther's song- Maybe Home
Daphne's song- A Heart for Malaysia

We're not professionals and our songs are recorded using simple programn, raw and started from scratch.
But we love music and hope you'll enjoy the songs ;)
Thanks loads for all your support and votes!

If the youtube is unseen below, please do drop by at jombangkit.org and click on the above 'Galeri Lagu', then vote! I promise you it won't take long :)

Gardening?

Due the excessive blurness...

Please click on this link for my new post of the day. I blogged into my cousin's account by accident! And, where and how on earth I created his blogging account without realising it?!
I couldn't afford to take another 20mins to re-blog, pfft.

So much for overcoming my blurness -.-

Even in tuition my friend gota point at my paper, telling me "where we are" now @.@

Gah...

Wee Zhen-Li's day!

First of all...

Yea, today is not my birthday. It's Derrick's birthday today :)

Well bruther, you're nine this year! I can't wait for you to grow up, and be a man! But I still love you when you're still little, teehee. When I watched Ultraman and Transformer, I think about you haha! Not that I watched that Au-ta-man... I still remember you with your pacifier and now a Ketua Kelas : Kecik-kecik cili padi la you.

The TGI Friday workers sang him a birthday song and made him say a speech. Anyhow, we still preferred Chilis- better quality of steak and ribs with bottomless fruit juices ;)

Uncle Daniel made him a special 3D card too :)

Designed by Dan Wee

Embracing challenges

...with Joy.

An inspiration from Pb's corner *winks*

I just found out why people can get sooo stressed up with life! We should embrace challenges (any kind of 'cabaranss') not just for the sake of it, but the best way to face them, is to face them with Joy! That way, we will not get too stressed up while going through the it-seem-like-the-hardest part of our lives. Not only with Joy, but with the strength of God to help us persevere and endure the difficult times :)

My big challenges that are in my way :

• study like durrr...
• becoming a Miss Independent
• (soon) carrying the mommiedaddie's job eg. preparing breakfast, check doors at night, arrange transportation for tuitions, washings etc. when they are away for 2 1/2 friggin' weeks in UK! I guess I'll blog about it reeeal soon :P
• go out alone and ride a public transportation! Maybe at least with one friend I knew for a start hehe :)
• get out of my bler era!

and...

• learn the road directions well!!

I reeeally needa overcome my lousy sense of direction. When I thought it was a toilet or something, it was the store room. Super malufying man *grins* Plus, am I not going to drive next year? Pfft =)

Anyway, this is what life is. To live, laugh, learn and love. Make sure that everything we do, do it with full of Joy (a little Joy does help too) and pray pray pray! Never underestimate the power of prayers. It will help us to think and react positively and wisely.

:)

Stories

When I was in YLDP 2008 (Kuala Kubu Baru time), I had a chat with my pastor. We were talking about trusting God. Then he came up with a good story that I'll remember it for the rest of my life.

"You and your parents went for a holiday. It was time to pack up and go home. But you were left behind! They were already half the journey back to KL! Do you think they will come back to the resort and pick you up?"

"Yesh yesh! Of coarse they will no matter what."

"This is the same kind of trust that you must have on Jesus. He is a Father to you. No matter what happens, just like your dad whom you trust to come back and get you. For sure you know that you can trust God."

This is one story I remind myself in trusting God- no matter what the circumstances are.

**

There's a big thin spider came crawling into my house! As big as my palm. It crawled so fast right into my PIANO!!! GAH! I couldn't take it. Dad wanted to spray and let it die slowly ; mom wanted to immediately whack the spider flat.

and...
*WHAMS* the spider was flatten immediately after being sprayed.

Mom : You call this big?!!

I think that movie called "EIGHT LEGGED FREAK" is driving me nuts. Thanks to Esther who made me watch those Myvi-sized spider catching men and swallowed them down like nobody's business @.@

I just found my biggest fear : SPIDERS!

Like a parabola curve

Sometimes I feel like blogging.
Other times I don't feel like blogging.
At times I don't know what to blog.

Three weeks of exam is really a torture chamber for my brain. Study till approximately 12am, wakes up again at 5am, continue studying. Maybe that's why I'm so moody. I feel like curling myself up like a ball in the room and get a non stop 12-hour sleep! Or be a skunk (minus the stinky part)- sleep for a whole season. Nicee~

I'm always hungry too. Hypothesis : The more moody/stress, the more intake of food to the stomach.

It's just another half a year more till I'm so done with all the studying system in Malaysia.

I miss my sista. I miss church the way it used to be.

Gah! Looking forward for June!
-Church Family camp
-Taylor's College Life In One Day {CLIOD} (foundation in Science and SAM)
-Zafirah's wedding -my cousin
-Trip to Melaka, sunburn n cendol??
-Bro n daddy's birthdays
-Song recording for Bangkit~!
-I get to dance my fingers all day long on the piano woohoo!

...

and now back to study.

:(

Midnight trip

Around 12am, I couldn't take it anymore! It had been the whole day and night. Dad was asking me go see a doc. Yesh yesh! So, off we drove to a 24-hour clinic down town, midnight. The streets were cold and lifeless, just a few shops closing down with some help from men. I had a horrrrrrible flu.

He was driving a F1 racing car on the straight road. Out of nowhere, a "kancil" police car dashed out too brooooom... He sped, so did we. He parked in front of the clinic, so did we. Monkeys see, monkeys do? I assumed that the policeman got sick. What was I thinking man??

But when we got down the car, it was a thin sick old prisoner breathing his first air from the world. He was creepy. Everyone was trying their best not to stare at him in the clinic. The clinic was jam packed in the wee hours! I was too scared to stare at him, so I just stare at my tissue box. It was more friendlier.

That man was shivering like a vibrating massage chair. Poor guy, but creepy. He was a Chinese when I heard his name got called, but doesn't look like one anymore. If only he knew the gospel, he wouldn't ended up in prison or less likely to be deceived by the devil. Two biggie cops were guarding that prisoner, so I thought it was safe.

I went for a check up. The doctor was kinda coool. So cooooool enough to charge my bill for a friggin RM60! I even got a test using the H1N1 'thermometer'. But it wasn't the virus despite my Rudolph nose and sore throat. Thank God. Daddy had to sacrifice his sleep and will be having a court case the next day just a few more hours. Quite an interesting trip to the clinic =D

Indecisive

It's a holiday for me today! No school, no nerd-ing in school today... Weee~ So... I was in a dilemma first stage : To cook or not to cook. The bread on the table, didn't look much appealing to me. Then, Maggi or Nuggets? Oily-fatty-processed-food are not so my choice (in other words, lazy lah to fry) O.K.! Maggi then. But...

OR

???

Dilemma.

It took me five miserable minutes to choose. Apa lah ini... Then came the ingredients part. Tomatoes? Eggs? Prawns?

Final product :

Breakfast set : Maggi Curry and Ribena~

Healthy but not so healthy breakfast

It's a hoooliday!

=D

New blog!

Derrick has got a blog now! Don't mind his spelling haha, he's learning :)
Check out his blog call, Rocks! teehee :D

http://www.weederrick.blogspot.com/

His smiles are mine too!

I'm so proud of my bruther today...

He was...

elected...

as...

the...

Ketua Kelas in 3 Kreatif!!

Haha, he was smiling from ear to ear since he came home :) He hopes to be a Pengawas by the end of the year, for standard 4 year 2011. Well bro, u'll make it and God will help you- to grow bigger and not get bullied!

This post is specially for you, Derrick! ( if you're reading it) nyeheh =D

Unexpected and more to come

Seventeen is the hardest age to live in... (I think)... for most of the SPM candidates. Besides pulling our hair and get some stiff neck for SPM, we are always in this crossroad,

- What's after SPM????

I've been avoiding a calling from God- a strong positive feeling in me (well at least I guess so) to pursue music after Form 5. But, music is not so glamorous to me as to compare with dentistry. I'm interested in dentistry *flashes teeth* So, arts and science, such a far cry -.-

Yesterday, Mr.Joshua Synder and his team from YWAM (Youth With A Mission) spoke and shared in our morning service and youth. In short, he was sharing about Revelation 14. God is raising a 'Tsunami' in Malaysia, a bunch of Christian youths to do something great and big in Malaysia. Only this chosen youth generation will be part of the wave. Now, many Christian youths are coming together forming prayer groups and troops. We'll just have to wait and see a little longer more :)

We did some activities during youth. One of it was nailing our dreams to the cross. We were told to write down our dreams on a piece of paper cloud, commit it to God and nail it to the cross. I wrote down some common stuffs- a niceee house hehe, a godly husband/bf when I'm 21. The other dream was to use music to touch others, and to form a loyal godly Christian band and tour around the world to do ministry. Hmm, missionary? Finally, I nailed it to the cross, just submit my dreams to Him, and see how God works.

There is a link with my dreams to what I'm about to tell you now =D Later, we were given a large black bag. Inside the bag, there were many objects. We were supposed to randomly pick up an object and pray over it, see what God wants to tell us something. Before I pick up the random item, my heart was pumping like an African Bongo, drumming loudly at me : "I am so gonna' pick up something to do with music". True enough, I picked out something really interesting,

- an antique bell-

Cling-a-Ling...

As I stare at it in curiosity, I saw three portions on the bell. The bell, symbolizes music, can be used to make music.

• The first part was a pretty love-shaped-bronze design metal. I heard God asking me, " Daphne, do you love music and do you love me?" (Sounded like He was asking Peter 'do you love me?' creepy...) I responded, Yea I love music and I love You.


• The next part of the item was a China business-man ship. God used this ship as an illustration to me- " Since you love music and me, you will sail across the world and tour around the world with your gift in music, to do My ministry." Ooookay, sounds cool =D I was in cloud 9!


• The last part on the bell was... Of coarse the bell lar... Hee... Bell symbolizes music. So, it was not a co-incident, it was more than a co-incident! Of all the objects, why did I pick the antique bell instead of some Johnson-Johnson Baby Lotion or a giant UHU gum??

Still asking God for another confirmation. Does that mean that I can't do dentistry anymore :-( If I want to do it, somehow God will still lead me back to His plan. I will just have to take a big round-a-bout. So, lets see how it goes ;)

Of birthdates

• It's been looong since I last blogged. It's the familiar phrase coming out from me again. Coz' I'm busy jam-packed, been blasted with lotsa work, responsibilities, others who chucked their responsibilities to me etc. It has been always hard for me to say no and turn down on people. But I've changed this time. I know what are my priorities and I gotta care for myself and not pleasing others from now on.

• Recently, I've looked into a little girl's life. I've known her for a long period of time, one of my good friend. She is always jolly, creative, cheerful soul, cheerful heart, loves to sing, loves to entertain her friends and loves being around with people she knows- kids her age, teenagers, adults, even grannies and grandees! Almost everyone adores this little girl, except a few of her mates envied her gift of singing and the life she is having. I discovered that she hates birthdays, surprisingly, especially her own birthday. Her friends forgotten her birthday. Upset. Feeling deeply concern for her, I tried to tell her that it's okay. Yet, she cried many times. Praying that she will get over it and will meet new friends along the way, she told me that she didn't want to make any effort like she used to to surprise her friends anymore on their special days.

• Dumbfounded, she's just a kid. I wish I could help her. I tried talking to her as an adult, what you did for your friends will not be rewarded the same to you. We face disappointment too in life. But still, I think I understand her feeling. It was her sensitivity that led her made all her good buddies' special day a special and memorable one. I hope that she will find her way out and know that Jesus remembers her birthday, always and forever. Isn't that the best person to remember our birthday?

Interesting

Mother bought an interesting book for me and Esther..............

Belum kahwin, boyfriends pun tiada @.@

Last Saturday

Yeap, laaaaast Saturday, so loooong ago now only I'm posting about it. Having exams again. But I like! Coz no homework and no tuition classes teehee :)

We bravely brace through a sea of people to I-city (claiming : the most advance technology city), plus on weekends! So picture that! We had to google the place twice and got sesated many times, almost ended up in I-longkang @.@ The road was pretty bad. Some parked their cars way way far from the city and practically used the number 11 bus to get up the small hill. Wait, number 11 bus? (It's our two batang kaki called 11 bus ehehe). Anyway, if you're keen to go, please hurry coz the city is gonna close down soon~ money and electricity is sooo friggin important to their business.


What's I-city?

Nah, some pictures for u!




A city with lighted coiled wires that come in different striking colours and characters!

Christmas trees, peacock, swans, thunder lightning flashes anything u name it!


Derrick bought his light spinner,
very cool!



Derrick and his male swan attraction ahahah!


Just by taking photos, me and my daddy argued like oxen and buffaloes!
Walao, cannot tahan.
"Take bigger!"
"Why so dark?"
"Why so ugly?!"
"TSK! Like this!"
" *sulks* "
"You ah!"

Later, we three grabbed for the "YAHOO I'm here" post @.@

Must post abit hehe @.@

We were attracted by this good-looking fella down here :)

Oh, my Dear! Thou art lovely~

The end.

No! We stopped by for supper at Stargrill.

We had this superb German pork knuckle, Texas barbeque ribs and home made mom's style mushroom soup that came with colourful salad and dressings plus chilled iced lemon tea.

Pictures are unavailable, I don't have my hp cable with me, got cheated by some hp dealer, long story :)

I Wonder

Sometimes when we're too kind, people tend to take for granted of us.

I wonder, O Dear God,
when I'm so angry with it ,
felt like cursing it,
felt that people around me never tried to look into how I felt,
but they harshly told me off,
that I was a pain in their arss.

I wonder, O Dear God,
when I'm so disappointed with myself,
why did I ever bother for being so kind
to it even when it
did not appreciate the kindness,
instead jealousy took control over it,
and it had told me that I was mean,
what the heall?

I wonder, O Dear God,
how many times I had been taken advantage
by mean people
how many times must I put up with them
over and over again
Even if it was like bucket and water to me,
help me Lord,
to love it and encourage it
Even if I had to sacrifice my feeling.

I wonder, O Dear God,
when I'm so angry with it,
when I sat down at Your feet
and tell you how I felt
You work in Your very own ways
and a miracle happened.

I wonder, O Father,
How did You do that?

God You're Capable

I'm not capable

But You are capable

You put a smile on my face

Telling me things will be okay

Coz' You're capable

And I marvel

At Your wonderful works

From the impossible one

You made it possible

You are the God that guards my heart

You are good and will do what is best

Teach me to realize the brevity of life

So that I may grow in wisdom

Be the Lord over my life

God, you hold my world in your hand

You existed before anything else

I know that the Lord is always with me

He's at my right hand,

I'm secure

My heart is glad,

I'm full of hope.

Big Daddy

Everyone everyone went back home yesterday. Mom and dad were super tired. But we still have some guest and relatives checking in and out.

Night came. Daddy took me and Derrick out for Papparich, even though he was very tired and was with a full stomach eating leftovers from lunch as dinner. I still remembered he used to cook and pack Maggimee chicken flavour to me back there in Mentakab Chung Hwa Primary School. My friends marvelled and envied how my daddy pampered me :) Just last week, I cooked MaggiMee before going to school for both of us as breakfast (unhealthy diet, yeah I know) and told him how I treasured his cares and love to me since young. Later he fetched me to school even though it's just a walking distance.

I know his favourite toy too! He craved (and might be still craving teehee...) for a helicopter with a remote control. Should see the looks on his face when he has the remote in his hand. He has one (a few) now, and plays at times and would fly the helicopter so high up and got stuck on the roof. The rest of the story is up to you to imagine :D

He is our standard bar for standard dressing. Very cautious with what we wear to go out. I guess every dad in this whole wide world is the standard bar. At night, I find it extremely hard to sleep in the same room with him during CNY and other holidays in the hotel. Ah, the night orchestral double bass or tuba is simply extremely loud! But, I'll just have to bear with it- though I gotta dread and get up and tell him 'Don't snore please!'.

I guess my dad is an action person instead of a word person- although he is a lawyer. He loves us by doing things, from little things that we didn't even take notice (cleans house, gardening, washes the dishes etc.) to the big things that I cannot imagine. Well big daddy, thank you and I really appreciate the things he did and is doing right now :)

And thank you for drawing this postcard for my Standart 2 assignment- London and Big Ben. You got an A* star for your drawing.

Cny smiles

This year, everyone checked in to the Wee's residence! Teehee :)

5 families had checked in on Saturday. The earliest was auntie Jeslyn (my ah yi) at 9.30am from Singapore. Claire and Dillon (my two favourite cousies) woke up early, excited, started journey 4am to not fight the jam. Then, uncle Fook Kok and Popo in the afternoon from Kuantan and uncle Hagen in the evening from Singapore. Auntie Khadijah (my Ah Bo) from Melaka the next day. Every Heng konco-konco were here this year except for Esther and Zafirah :) The house was super cheerful and kecoh-kecoh. The Wees joined us too. Good thing the floor and walls were still in good condition =D

As usual, our "annual" record was to watch last minute movies! In the afternoon, while waiting for the other half Singaporeans, Ahyi n uncle Mike took all of us to watch ...

1) 72 tenants of prosperity (in Cantonese haha!) - Singapore don't encourage movies in Cantonese

2) Percy Jackson & the lightning thief (English ah? Yala...)

I watched no.2 with uncle Mike n uncle FookKok-we were so just in time, 3 mins late only :)

The next day we watched True Legend in Mandarine (no choice for ah yi in Cantonese, and no other movies for me to watch). Turned out, not bad lah. The Kung Fu stunts were impressive and I mistaken the bad guy was Jay Chou- JC's eyes were smaller hee! Still 17, couldn't watch The Wolfman. So it was either Little Big Soldier pg 13 or True Legend or rot at home doing nothing :)

Esther was in the house too with us during reunion dinner! Through... Msn. We turned on the laptop to give her the CNY mood. Later, some Singapore "true" ghost stories were told by Wesley from NTU Singapore and magic tricks by uncle Daniel (Wee's). Classic! We played this maths scrabble- Rubbikubes. I felt like I'[ve just solved some AddMaths questions -.- There were pregnant silence in between but it was also conversation for us- since we were all extroverts.

Every morning we have Claire and Dillon as alarm for breakfast- Wakeup wakeup wakeup wakeup! *Pulls arm with all their might!* I've gain some weight before CNY, and now the makan kakis are all here. Every gathering, Ahyi and uncle Mike will interrogate the bigger kids- bgr, career choices ETC.. Oh man! Esther, you were in too yeah hee. Later we did some shoppings- bras and FOS, movies Kung Fu Panda, Narnia Prince Caspian and Slumdog Millionair again :)

The house was never sleeping. Wesley and Estee were up whole night to study-exams are in this week. Nescafe everywhere, people everywhere- in halls, in rooms. From laughters to kiddies arguing, everything was so unpredictable with random jokes and farnie things happened. It's not so much of the things we did, but the things that we did together that matter. It's good to have them around! Loves!

Dissection II

Attention!
PG 16

The following content is inappropriate for those under 16 and who vomits after seeing dead bloody meat . Please be aware that the scenes you are about to watch is at your own risk.

Crime Scene : Bio lab

Date&time : 12/2/10 11.15am-12.15pm

Murderers : Students of 5 Cengal 2010

This was my accomplice.

Picture 1 second from the left- our operation chief!

Picture 3- chief commanding troop to carry out mission.

Me and Preveena- discussing about how to murder Mr.Froggie.

Murdering tools- plain white Styrofoams as coffins, long pointy nails, cotton, forceps n CHLOROFORM

Not a bottle, but two!

Be prepared for some horrifying scene ( if and only if you can take it nyahahahha)

Mr.frog : (see the hand) NOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Die you frog! I meant, faint now thou, and we will slice thou openeth.

The pain was too intense to the point the victim went breathless and had to open its mouth hopelessly.

Conclusion :

• Yellowish stuffs? Not fats, but intestines.
• Greenish remnants? Other body parts
• We pulled its tongue out I think by accident
• We emptied out its organ and YET, its heart was still pumping. Cool!
• Our team was very successful, brave and corporative. We didn't cut off its head like the other team. Yuks!
• The headless frog was moving, it was still alive!!
• Some of the frogs were still alive when we "crucified" it on the styrofoams.
• Every 10 seconds, screams could be heard, not the victim but the murderer.
• One frog bit Pn.Norita's hand- that was the first scream
• Overall, a blast!

Dissecting!

Cow, cow, where art now? Come now, to our Bio Lab Town...

Bio class here we come!

Class of 5 Cengal ( beware...not sengal, hehe ) were pweety excited, coz' we're so gona dissect the moo moo's heart! Teehee. I'm telling you, the moo's heart was super huge- almost as big as my room crystal ioniser. Our photographer forgotten to bring along her camera, if u're reading this, don't feel guilty hehe :) Well, anyway, google will tell you its size.

Except, ours was more bloody, cold, hard, g.r.o.s.s.e.r and smelly!

Something like this lah!

But if you were there, then you'll get the true experience of dissecting!

• Firstly, we poked the cow's heart with our fingers. Test...test...testing.
• Next, we detected a few high pitch frequency- euh! yiaks! and yerh!s
• Thirdly, we cut open it into half, and started wondering, "what if it was me?!" thoughts. (or maybe it was just, me! :D)

The whole session was more of like, a cooking class. We potong-ed the heart as if we had already done it before (chey haha). Sliced, sliced, sliced, minced, minced, minced, poked, poked, poked. One of the veins burst and flowed out like the hot magma from the volcano. Fuish, nicee! Smelled like tau euh (soy sauce). The best part was, we were with our bare hands! No protection with gloves. The guys came to check on my group's table, said that we girls were more ferocious. Well... hehe. Loads of thrill, lots of euhs, trying to find the bundle of His and purkinje fibres from the heart (coz it sounded really farnie n special heehee...)

We even created our own paramedic konon group too.

1. Main Surgeon : Dr. Mashitah n Dr. Preveena- excited ones haha!
2. Surgeon : Dr.Sya, Dr.Sara, Dr.YungXin
3. Nurse : RuYun, HuiMin, Mandy, SzeYen
4. Oxygen supply : Dr.Yuha n Dr.Vinotha- standby with minyak cap kapak ahaha...
5. Pharmacist : Me- supplying Dettol hand sanitizer, wet n dry tissue with green tea fragrant.

Efficiency! Excellency!

Coming up next, we're gona cut open the chit chit n krok krok animal. Yeap, white mice and froggies!

Woohoo!