Unexpected and more to come

Seventeen is the hardest age to live in... (I think)... for most of the SPM candidates. Besides pulling our hair and get some stiff neck for SPM, we are always in this crossroad,

- What's after SPM????

I've been avoiding a calling from God- a strong positive feeling in me (well at least I guess so) to pursue music after Form 5. But, music is not so glamorous to me as to compare with dentistry. I'm interested in dentistry *flashes teeth* So, arts and science, such a far cry -.-

Yesterday, Mr.Joshua Synder and his team from YWAM (Youth With A Mission) spoke and shared in our morning service and youth. In short, he was sharing about Revelation 14. God is raising a 'Tsunami' in Malaysia, a bunch of Christian youths to do something great and big in Malaysia. Only this chosen youth generation will be part of the wave. Now, many Christian youths are coming together forming prayer groups and troops. We'll just have to wait and see a little longer more :)

We did some activities during youth. One of it was nailing our dreams to the cross. We were told to write down our dreams on a piece of paper cloud, commit it to God and nail it to the cross. I wrote down some common stuffs- a niceee house hehe, a godly husband/bf when I'm 21. The other dream was to use music to touch others, and to form a loyal godly Christian band and tour around the world to do ministry. Hmm, missionary? Finally, I nailed it to the cross, just submit my dreams to Him, and see how God works.

There is a link with my dreams to what I'm about to tell you now =D Later, we were given a large black bag. Inside the bag, there were many objects. We were supposed to randomly pick up an object and pray over it, see what God wants to tell us something. Before I pick up the random item, my heart was pumping like an African Bongo, drumming loudly at me : "I am so gonna' pick up something to do with music". True enough, I picked out something really interesting,

- an antique bell-

Cling-a-Ling...

As I stare at it in curiosity, I saw three portions on the bell. The bell, symbolizes music, can be used to make music.

• The first part was a pretty love-shaped-bronze design metal. I heard God asking me, " Daphne, do you love music and do you love me?" (Sounded like He was asking Peter 'do you love me?' creepy...) I responded, Yea I love music and I love You.


• The next part of the item was a China business-man ship. God used this ship as an illustration to me- " Since you love music and me, you will sail across the world and tour around the world with your gift in music, to do My ministry." Ooookay, sounds cool =D I was in cloud 9!


• The last part on the bell was... Of coarse the bell lar... Hee... Bell symbolizes music. So, it was not a co-incident, it was more than a co-incident! Of all the objects, why did I pick the antique bell instead of some Johnson-Johnson Baby Lotion or a giant UHU gum??

Still asking God for another confirmation. Does that mean that I can't do dentistry anymore :-( If I want to do it, somehow God will still lead me back to His plan. I will just have to take a big round-a-bout. So, lets see how it goes ;)