It's just. so. hardd.
I'm feeling it again about missing people and food in Malaysia. Never thought that it will come so soon- this feeling.
There are many changes I have to adapt, am adapting some; some changes I realize are subtle ones. Sometimes I don't want that change, other times I wish that the changes are for a good reason.
I hate changes.
So many of them come in once. I'm trying to keep myself up in one piece everyday. I even saw myself riding a bicycle, round and round circling the mountain. The higher I go, the steeper it gets. Sometimes it may seem pointless, with all the panting and grasping for air on my bicycle on that mountain. But I know that I will reach the top soon. More challenging I guess, as the further I ride my bicycle. Though, I wished it was a motorbike!
Vroomm.
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