Injured

Everyone has a limit.

I sacrificed a lot of my time, effort and friendship especially.
Making others happy.

I compromised and gave in to save the other person's heart and got myself injured instead.

I rather cause my little heart to hurt and not other's.

Most of the time, I put other people's feelings and emotions first rather than taking care of my own.

When I have to reject some favours they asked, only it's because I was prioritizing some things. And that is not wrong, isn't it?
I'm don't wanna be a goodie goodie Christian. At the end of the day, I'm the one who's been taken advantaged of.
I need to be wise and careful.

Non believers and believers, my friends and family. Both, I've encountered the hurt of getting betrayed.

I could write a book about it if I start telling its story.

I wish to be less caring sometimes.

I wish to take care of my own emotions too.

But I gotta also practice love to everyone.

So, does that mean that I always have to sacrifice?

I don't mind. But I'm afraid one day, when the ticking clock in me stopped, I'll explode.

It's just a matter of time.

I don't know when that day, or will that day ever arrived.