How hard it is

I shouldn't try so hard in everything that I do.

But what if I don't try hard enough and start to slack without knowing it?

It's too scary. I rather not take the risk.

But sometimes creativity and good production come from NOT trying too hard. (I'm not talking only about music, in general I mean.)

I don't know where's the limit of how hard is too hard.

It's a thin line for me.

Gaaah.

I need to rebuke and get rid of this spirit of perfectionist in me before it gets worst.