It's not my fault..

Pfft.....

Camps...

Got messed up with the schedule....

It's not like I'm unorganized, It was a last minute thing about the sign up..

One moment didn't sign up, and then "puff" the names are in..

And "puff puff" the names are gone!

Re-do the teaming again n again..

U think it's easy?! Well hello it's not!

Phone calls n msgs..

Patient with the ppl im calling..

Cant make it for band practise time, so v have to swap

It's not a big deal k?!

And there goes the haywire part, and every blame will fall on me..

It's not my fault ok? Im just trying to solve the puzzle..

Oh God, pls help me!

Stinky No More!

The demands of the day-to-day living like my school work running up and down,




House chores (good thing mummy employing a maid soon,hehe),



The amount of effort i need to put for my theory exams and



Other tinnie minnie bits of things that drive me up the wall..


yep yep i admit it, sometimes i just go "Oh, too late, i need to get atleast 6-7 hours of sleep, no need spend QT"


or will go like


"aiks, today's writter need like, 101% focus to un what he's saying" and also


"God will un (understand) me lah..."



True, He will un me, but my 10 minutes on my hair, 15 mins of brushing teeth and washing up, 5 mins of staring at the mirror, 3 mins staring in the ceiling, 2mins walk here walk there ...... idling around..







..... ... .......







i could have use those mins for my QT rite?



So i need Restoration..The purpose of setting asied time to be alone in God's presence each day.





See this-----







And come back to get my supply replenished...





Oh, and,



Lamentations 3:23
"But when we awake in the morning, His mercies are new n fresh"



Gota remember this clearly.



Sometimes, we may feel like a refrigerator. Keeping left overs for so long and it got rotten and stale up the whole fridge, stinky!





That is why, Psalm 63:7 says As I lie on my bed I remember You (which is not anything else, it'll just make us emotionally n spritually tired, the whole night until the next day). I think of You all night long (through this we can rest- by counting His blessings).

E for Examinations?

Exams exams EXAMINATIONS!

Yea!

Finished my mid-term,err, 2mr only, hehe, but considered MERDEKA for me. Anyway, it's only seni n moral pfft..

So yea, me looking forward 2 the hols?

Hmm, extra classes, plenty, hiss

Folios and NIE, gahh

No rest for acting, competition is just around the corner

BUT........

Eager to talk to Him

-Great time to sit and spend time with God, to really rest in His presence

I need to get answers and solutions from Him.

Extra time

-I'll be having additional time to do revision for my Theory

Extreme watch of Prison Break Series Season 3!!

Especially them

-Plenty of time to read lots of books, no no, not the txbooks! Heh..

Everyone including me will be going for double-duo church camps! Woohoo~!

And... I'll be lik.........

Pfft... Heh

Will update more. Keep me in prayers :)

Twist of Drama

ppl! what a laughing stock man..

drama at 12.30pm.....

Joe (husband): Catherinne wasn't suppose to be on this flight!
Pauline (mistress): What?! You haven't tell her yet?
Joe: Shhhh! Not until I transfer all her property onto my
name.
*******slience*******

*******Plak********

Katherinne (wife) (Daphne) :Oouchhhh!!! My leg! My ankle! I cant feel
my ankle.

Wait!! That's not my line!!

What's happening??

The whole drama team, came dashing to look over my ankle.


Can u imagine that? I fell off the stage and twisted my ankle! What a joke!

They came and get me up. Many helped me up, oouchh, so malufying..

Pn.Suneeta laughing all the way, she remembered hers soo clearly,nyek nyek!

Man, this year's drama, i really embarrassed myself for quite a number of time,nyahaha.. dis is not my first time.. i'm just being myself, gahaha!

Oh, my ankle is healing, prayers are important ;)

What is happening?

Did you read The Star? Inflation, famine, riots, killing here and there, and and, human beings doing sex at such young age, saying that it's one of their culture of some festivals of theirs!



The world is terrible. But it'll soon end. Second coming of Christ is near. Many said that this, our generation will be a revival in God's sight. Nobody knows. Only The One knows. We just have to get ready now when the time has come. So, start to deposit in the bank of Heaven with our faith of gold.



Andrew reminded me about the vision God gave to me, sharing the gospel on a meadow flooded with people. As I reflect about it, a little doubt came in that says how can I make it happen? When it happened, am I sure I can make it, to finish off this task that is given to me? To be able to hang on and be steady with Him even trials and tribulations happen to me? What more about persecutions? I've thought about it 2years ago, and now it came back again.

But what i've learn this time is to stop clinging onto my disabilities. Stand up and follow Him-Michael Card (Our Journey).



--I'm struggling in my studies. Oh, it's common. I think I'd just pass. Cannot! I need to pass with excellent results!

--I hope I can do it. I hope to bring these people to Christ. Why aren't they worshipping? Why aren't they listening? Needa buckle up. Focus focus,why cant i focus?



And then, in my quiet time....



Cease striving, chill out. Do not let the situation determine my emotional response. Calm down, God never ceases to be God.



With this i'd understand that no matter how big the issue is, how hard is the stormy waves on me, I must hang on to God. Worry and anxiety have never solved a problem. God is not surprise by anything that happens. This is what i got in my quiet time.



"Be still, and know that I am God. I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth!"-Psalm 46:10